I’m tempted to feel embarrassed about my continual commitment to post a blog. Seriously each year a post about starting again? But following the commitment I have made to radical well being….it’s okay! The past four years have been full of changes and challenges…all good my teachings tell me, but still challenges! All I can offer is an expectation that I have now chosen to lose some of my obstacles and embrace my passions!
Most won’t calculate the four years that I refer to. Our time line relates to Covid from the beginning of 2020. However for me, May of 2018 was when my life stuttering began….when I had a seizure and fell and broke my leg. At the time I didn’t realize a seizure had caused my fall. But three months after the initial incident my partner saw me experience a seizure and then the pieces of the puzzle came together. Since that time every day I look at differently and with a certain analysis of what is my next step to get back to a daily pattern that makes sense. And that has turned out to be an impossible task.
I believe it is time to stop hoping that what started in March of 2020 will end soon and things will turn back to a way I might have believed things were before. Add into the mix the last month of a horrible international crisis in Ukraine and we have lost the beginning and have no idea where the end will be. So we are here now, and it is time to find a balance within myself regardless of what is going on outside and join others in order to raise the collective consciousness. What and how to do that? That is what I will continue to explore. I look to others for their ideas as I share mine. But for now, it is time to get my personal vibration in alignment before looking toward others to do the same.